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Hello all who reads this

it's been many years now that I want to work in video games. Having a bf who is in the industry and his friends too makes me even more motivated. I have found some school programs that could help me become a 3d artist. That's great!

but i'm stuck at that point. I work 35 hrs a day at a job I don't like much. Like everyone else I need money. I earn enough to pay my bills and stuff like that but that's it. I can't spare any... The thing is that I need money to go to school. You think I could work part time while going to school but I'm just EXTREMELY tired to work part time. I've spent too many weekends working.

The other thing is that i have to work on a portfolio to submit it for school... -_- i want to learn 3d to put a few works in it. So i'm learning 3d to be able to go in 3d schools. How ironic. I think my drawing are not good enough for portfolios. *sigh*

I need more time for all that When I come back from work i'm exhausted and i don't really want to go back on a PC specially when I have only 2 hrs before bed time. (I have to sleep for 10-12hrs T-T) I try to relax by playing games so in the end I don't have time for my 3d. ((

And my bf broke his right foot pretty badly so i'm spending all my free time helping him. it's been like that for almost a month now and there's still 2-3 weeks left to do.

and i don't even have children...

.....

if only i could be accepted in a 3d program like the time my bf started working in video games. No need of a diploma...
I envy him.

Feel free to share a hint or two to help me reach my goal?